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Es strengt an, dieses Leben. </p><p>Ich schmeiße den Haushalt, ich mache hier Ordnung, und kriege nur zu hören, dass ich ja "Urlaub" habe. Mhm, danke.</p><p>Bei den Praktikumsstellen hat sich noch keiner gemeldet. Nächste Woche, nächste Woche... blablabla.</p><p>Ich möchte mich gerne verletzen, einfach um zu fühlen. Aber ich darf es nicht, wir fliegen in Urlaub, ich will keine offenen Arme, außerdem ist das letzte Mal gerade erst 3 Wochen her. Hmpf.</p><p>Ich würde so gerne einfach im Urlaub alles vergessen. Einfach genießen, nur geht es nicht, weil mich dieser ganze Mist verfolgt, auf Schritt und Tritt, und ich magmagmag einfach nicht mehr. </p><p><font size="1">HimmelArschundZwirndiesesLebenkotztmichan. </font><br /></p><p> </p><p> </p> </font> </td> </tr> <tr> <td width="100%"> <table border="0" style="BORDER-TOP: #f2f2f2 1px dotted;" width="100%" cellspacing="3"> <tr> <td> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="1" color=""> <i>22.7.10 11:10</i><br>  </font> </td> <td> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="1" color=""> <div align=right><a href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/art/7275673/">verlinken</a><br> </div> </td> </tr> </table> </td> </tr> <tr> <td width="100%"> Letzte Einträge: <a href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/art/7165777/Das-tagliche-Auf-und-Ab-">Das tägliche Auf und Ab...</a>, <a href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/art/7214341/ohne-Flashs-ohne-Medis-ohne-BPS-">ohne Flashs, ohne Medis, ohne BPS...</a>, <a href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/art/7232353/Schwarze-der-Seele">Schwärze der Seele</a>, <a href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/art/7263133/I-just-wanna-live-">I just wanna live...</a> </td> </tr> </table> </center> <font face="Verdana, Tahoma, Arial" size="2" color=""> <br /><br /> <a name="comm"></a> <center>bisher <b>0</b> Kommentar(e)     <a rel="nofollow" href="http://borderline.diary.myblog.de/borderline.diary/tb/7275673/764841" target=_blank>TrackBack-URL</a> <p align=right> <p align=right> <script type="text/javascript"> var blogTool = "20six/myblog"; 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